The One that Flew Away.
1996
Her friends were filming an old uncle near the minimart, asking him serious questions about the education system for their school project.
Holding the camera steadily, she peered into the screen...and her jaw dropped.
Behind the blabbering old man, a boy, about 17 years or so, was standing there, throwing M&M's in the air, with a crazed grin on his face. Sandy brown hair, green eyes, wearing a dirty green uniform.
He stuck out both his middle fingers behind the man's head and the guy didn't even have a clue.
She tried not to laugh but it was too late.
The strange guy was now pretending to fly from one end to the other, all this behind the old geezer who just wouldn't shut up about the virtues of the education system.
"Ok thank you Uncle! You were very helpful."
She switched off the camera and walked up to the boy. "You've spoilt the interview!!"
"Big Fuck. Interview me."
"Uh..Ok..."
The expletive- filled interview was left out on the editing floor. But she had made a new friend...sort of..
1998
Surprisingly, it wasn't a very hot day. She sat on the bench trying to get the shading of the nose just right, but somehow she couldn't. She was getting tired of erasing and redrawing. Not a lot got under her skin, but not getting proportion right, did.
A movement caught her eye. A flash of dirty green, a jaunty, uneven, hunched walk and then a pause.
Oh. Him. I knew he'd be back at this time, why did I come down. Because you wanted to see him, stupid.
No! Pretend you don't know he's here!!
Don't be DAFT. He knows you know.
....Ok, fine.
She took a small gulp, looked up and looked left.
"Hey.. What are you upto?"
God, his accent.
"Hi..Just..um..drawing.."
Her own voice sounded thin and stupidly high-pitched.
This is stupid.
"Lemme see."
Obediently (much to her own annoyance) she got up and thrust the paper, as roughly as possible, into his hands.
He looked at the paper.
She looked at him.
How could anyones eyes be that green?
A Forest. Trees radiating from the pupil. Amazing..
Well proportioned nose..teeth are crooked- charming..so charming..
"This is good.."
She looked at him suspiciously. Since when was he civilised?
She shrugged. "I can't seem to get the nose right.."
He looked intently at the drawing, held his hand out for the pencil and started shading.
"You can draw??"
He just nodded. She continued to look over his shoulder, amazed at how well the nose was turning out.
Why didn't I think of shading it that way??
He suddenly looked up with an extremely serious look on his face.
"Do you want to kiss me?"
"What?!"
Silence.
He looked down again and started shading.
"Do you want to kiss me?" Head still lowered, still shading.
"The day I kiss you, is the day pigs will fly."
She grinned at looked at his face, expecting a crooked toothed grin in return, but he just kept silent and continued shading.
"Done."
He handed her the paper. Gave her an odd, small smile and said "You have talent.."
"Thanks! You're pretty good too man!"
He just gave her another small smile, shoulders hunched even more, and walked towards his house.
O-kaaay....
2000
She hunched over her essay and started feverishly writing.
Ah such peace...such tranquility...such..
*Scrrraaaaape*
"G'day mate."
"Oh..You're here. Buzz off. I'm trying to do work."
You're turning red.
"Want some chocolate?"
"What? No cussing? Why're you being so nice."
"Have some..So...I'm headed back to Australia on the 18th.."
Her face was a blank. Both of them got up and started walking slowly. She turned to him with a bright smile.
"Ok! Hey lets you, me and S head to the beach!"
"Haha..nah ..I'm dressed like a fuckin' Nazi, look at me!"
"So what! Come on.."
He didn't budge, so she came upto him, grabbed his hands and pulled. He still didn't budge.
"Come on, please??Please?"
Her voice wasn't bright anymore, it was forced, almost pleading. She wasn't even smiling.
He pulled her towards him and said softly "I'll keep in touch, I promise.."
A Forest, That Forest...
She started tearing and she didn't even notice.
"We both know you won't...."
A tear rolled down her cheek.
"I will, I promise...."
She shook her head, gave him a watery smile and hugged.
Their first hug.
And last.
***
Sorry for the long post, guys.
Oh and in case you were wondering... the asshole never kept in touch.
Her friends were filming an old uncle near the minimart, asking him serious questions about the education system for their school project.
Holding the camera steadily, she peered into the screen...and her jaw dropped.
Behind the blabbering old man, a boy, about 17 years or so, was standing there, throwing M&M's in the air, with a crazed grin on his face. Sandy brown hair, green eyes, wearing a dirty green uniform.
He stuck out both his middle fingers behind the man's head and the guy didn't even have a clue.
She tried not to laugh but it was too late.
The strange guy was now pretending to fly from one end to the other, all this behind the old geezer who just wouldn't shut up about the virtues of the education system.
"Ok thank you Uncle! You were very helpful."
She switched off the camera and walked up to the boy. "You've spoilt the interview!!"
"Big Fuck. Interview me."
"Uh..Ok..."
The expletive- filled interview was left out on the editing floor. But she had made a new friend...sort of..
1998
Surprisingly, it wasn't a very hot day. She sat on the bench trying to get the shading of the nose just right, but somehow she couldn't. She was getting tired of erasing and redrawing. Not a lot got under her skin, but not getting proportion right, did.
A movement caught her eye. A flash of dirty green, a jaunty, uneven, hunched walk and then a pause.
Oh. Him. I knew he'd be back at this time, why did I come down. Because you wanted to see him, stupid.
No! Pretend you don't know he's here!!
Don't be DAFT. He knows you know.
....Ok, fine.
She took a small gulp, looked up and looked left.
"Hey.. What are you upto?"
God, his accent.
"Hi..Just..um..drawing.."
Her own voice sounded thin and stupidly high-pitched.
This is stupid.
"Lemme see."
Obediently (much to her own annoyance) she got up and thrust the paper, as roughly as possible, into his hands.
He looked at the paper.
She looked at him.
How could anyones eyes be that green?
A Forest. Trees radiating from the pupil. Amazing..
Well proportioned nose..teeth are crooked- charming..so charming..
"This is good.."
She looked at him suspiciously. Since when was he civilised?
She shrugged. "I can't seem to get the nose right.."
He looked intently at the drawing, held his hand out for the pencil and started shading.
"You can draw??"
He just nodded. She continued to look over his shoulder, amazed at how well the nose was turning out.
Why didn't I think of shading it that way??
He suddenly looked up with an extremely serious look on his face.
"Do you want to kiss me?"
"What?!"
Silence.
He looked down again and started shading.
"Do you want to kiss me?" Head still lowered, still shading.
"The day I kiss you, is the day pigs will fly."
She grinned at looked at his face, expecting a crooked toothed grin in return, but he just kept silent and continued shading.
"Done."
He handed her the paper. Gave her an odd, small smile and said "You have talent.."
"Thanks! You're pretty good too man!"
He just gave her another small smile, shoulders hunched even more, and walked towards his house.
O-kaaay....
2000
She hunched over her essay and started feverishly writing.
Ah such peace...such tranquility...such..
*Scrrraaaaape*
"G'day mate."
"Oh..You're here. Buzz off. I'm trying to do work."
You're turning red.
"Want some chocolate?"
"What? No cussing? Why're you being so nice."
"Have some..So...I'm headed back to Australia on the 18th.."
Her face was a blank. Both of them got up and started walking slowly. She turned to him with a bright smile.
"Ok! Hey lets you, me and S head to the beach!"
"Haha..nah ..I'm dressed like a fuckin' Nazi, look at me!"
"So what! Come on.."
He didn't budge, so she came upto him, grabbed his hands and pulled. He still didn't budge.
"Come on, please??Please?"
Her voice wasn't bright anymore, it was forced, almost pleading. She wasn't even smiling.
He pulled her towards him and said softly "I'll keep in touch, I promise.."
A Forest, That Forest...
She started tearing and she didn't even notice.
"We both know you won't...."
A tear rolled down her cheek.
"I will, I promise...."
She shook her head, gave him a watery smile and hugged.
Their first hug.
And last.
***
Sorry for the long post, guys.
Oh and in case you were wondering... the asshole never kept in touch.
35 Comments:
Sometimes things are not always what they seem...maybe...just maybe...he is trying just as hard to forget...
They say time heals all wounds....but it sure leaves a hell of alot of scars behind
or you could be right, he could be a asshole... :)
Dude, is that a real-life story? Why can't i have stories like that. Or any real stories that can become mini-books. Or movies. Or be told to grandchildren. My best story is about how my steering jammed while racing up a mountain-road.
Completely real? no embellishing?
i thought u were gonna post kelso's pic! :s
some things are best left as memories babe.. think of it as one of those things that just wasnt meant to be... sigh
One last hug, 6 years and a blog post later.......life still goes on :)
rajesh - something tells me he does remember me once in a while, or maybe its just wishful thinking...ill never know! we never went out or anything..but yknow...its just one of those things
4wd - unfortunately i dont have the imagination to make all of that up :S haha it was all real..no embellishments at all =)
aditi - godd ill have to do a kelso post for u only!!!:P
sonya - im glad we never got together babes..id have been a mess if we had, things were better off as they were =) theyre wonderful memories :)
rohan - aye it goes on alright =) but its amazing how i remember it all like it happened yesterday...there are only smiles a fading fuzzy feelings when i recall memories of him :)
They never do keep in touch do they?
And yet thank God that we still keep fond memories deep in our hearts.
Once upon a time there was a tavern
Where we used to raise a glass or two...
Ah!! those were the days..
Did ye spend the last few days mushing about 96, 98 and 2000?
Gah.. i say.. GAH!
stamp on his hand i say!! i cant stand people who flirt with no serious intention~~ ESP if they have nice eyes!! BAH!~
mahi your writing abilities have improved tremendously.
i now know why your so hooked on 'aussue hunks' aye? ;)
Here's a poem to help your sadness:
An Aussie he was
that you adore,
not many around
in singapore.
you interviewed him
and he drew you a nose,
but did he like you?
you can only suppose.
and then of course
he left you mate'
those green forest eyes
were you too late?
a lesson learnt
you have shared
dont screw it up
with someone you once cared.
Gulp, and gulp again :(
I hate losing touch.
thank u demi dahlink!
jups - yea...i think without those experiences we wouldnt be much would we?
magpie - i did actually! i dont know what set me off but ive been thinking bout the good ol days quite a bit!
-clinks glass with magpie-
grafx - stop gahing u silly girl! u have prof greeney bluey ! watcha complainin for ??
devster -ahhh that was lovely! thanks for the sound advice =)
casa - it hurts like a biatch. but like rohan said...life goes on!
ahh yes.. i know.. i know.. but i was Gahing for you !!!! i now have to Gah for others!!! since i cant Gah for meself!!
That's what memories are for... they attribute to who we are now. More memories to be made...
You should have come in to kiss him and given him a bite instead. BITE HIM I SAY! Grrrr...
I felt a little catch in my chest followed by the need to beat him up. The bad cads are evil. Eeeeevil.
Now all you need to do is book a ticket to Australia, look for the bastard and kick the shit out of him.
He's probably fat now anyway.
grafx - awwwww thank u sweetheart! =D gah away m'dear!
leigh - definitely! u know as shitty as some memories were..im still incredibly thankful for them!
miz b - oh yummy mummy..if only i had the wisdom back then...id have said 'HELL YEA!' to his kissy question..alas...i was young and (VERY) stupid!
jenna - uve said out loud what i feel about every man ive crushed on - mushy and then punchy..im serious! i still cant fathom how they make me weak and yet so xena warrior princess-like...go figure!
jay - awwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww *hug* thank u! u know whats weird tho? i visited melbourne last july- thats where he moved, and i didn't even think of him once! ok i did think of him a couple of times, but it was nothing obsessive!
This is weird..I've got to start reading more articles on Australia methinx ;) Jest now a mail popped in moi inbox informing me of a trip (OF course work-related) to Sydney for a few days..A nice break methinx from the regular OOOO Esss AAAA trips plus some miles on Qantas to add..Yips..
BTW, did ye go to Melton South in Melba?
If its any consolation the pigs arent flying.....not yet anyways :)
magpie - its a sign!!!u are meant to go to australia! and noo i didnt go to melton south!
rohan - ya know..i wish someone had thrown a pig up in the air at that moment =D
If you ever seen him: kiss him, then knee him. Get those emotions out! Then walk away with a "toodles!" and cute waggle of your fingers then enjoy the way he writhes on the ground, gagging. I have known many an asshole I wish I had done this too.
sounds typical.
Why was he always wearing green? i don't get it? i mean, i wear green too, but only when i'm hiking or something.
Did he have like a little hitler mustache too? did he say heil? I dont get it.
Anyway, i'll bet he was the kind that drives a fiat.
jenna - lol ive often told my self thats exactly what ill do, but i think if i saw him now, my first 'instinct' would be to give him a hug
dawn - sigh :(
4wd - green was his school uniform...the nazi thing was something he said coz he was wearing a black sleeveless top and army fatigue pants and boots..i didnt think he looked like a nazi (in fact, i think he looked h-h-hottttttttttt), but apparently he did!
This stuff is in the air lately. It's like the bird flu - it's going round. Every other dinner I go to with a freind lately has been filled with the whole 'woulda, coulda, shoulda' lament.
I've had it.
I'm not going to live a life of regret.
I'm getting those running shoes.
boxie - u go boy! :D
(but then again...wait a month la...prices could fall..COULD....oh go get 'em
U shud have kissed him, and then gone ahead to have mind-blowing sex!
Now stop regretting it, and stop reading Mills n Boons!
Sigh. If you want to go the grown-up route...fine.
Asshole.
You write really well, Mahi. You didn't meet him when you went to Melb last year?
poo - ok!
jenna - :p aww well...lets see what happens if i ever do meet him again...ull be the first to know!
minty - ill just take the delusionally optimistic route and say 'he probably lost my email' :P
couchi - thanks hun :)its weird...i didnt even feel like it..maybe i was afraidof what id find? maybe i was lazy? no idea...:S
Beg your pardon Madame, but I visited your blog long time back.
But this time.. this is so cool story! Amazing.. and very nice style you have :)
Damn! I love green eyes... but only girls' :D
And you got nice profile pic there.. :)
hi nayan! welcome =)
haha thank u very much
(i love green eyes too..but on boys :P)
do visit again!
Aww mahi... Thats a sad story!!!
Hey...this is totally off topic but ever thought of publishing a book of short stories?! I'd buy it...recommend it..and help market it!!! Think abt it.. for real!
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