10 October, 2005

It's all about ME, Ok?

Ever felt like you were flying so high..like you could do no wrong? Not ever??
Ever felt like suddenly colours were so much much more brighter than they were?
Ever felt like you were so happy that you could just burst?
Ever felt like this was the way life was meant to be?

Well, lucky you.

Bah.
This is gonna be a very very annoying post (for those of you who can't stand anyone's whining except your own, you can leave now...I'd understand coz I'm like that.)

I'm having a shit day.
I'm having a shit week.
'Shit' is my word of the month.


Uni is zapping the life out of me, surely but steadily.

I'm very unhappy with my current quality of life, not in a materialistic way, you must understand, coz that isn't very hard to fix.) Just personally, spiritually, everythingally.

I'm faintly annoyed every other day. Mostly coz I can't fix my problem..and I don't really know what my problem is. At least not at the mo'.

I hate feeling faintly annoyed. I'd rather be pissed as hell because 1) its easier to deal with and 2) it doesn't happen very often, in fact rarely.

I'm having too many bad hair days. And it's fucking pissing. me. off.

I have a nasty feeling that I'm getting addicted to coffee. But um..I'm not gonna try very hard to quit. Coz it's yummy. And it brightens my day. Could be the caffeine, but whatev.

I KNOW there's better out there, but I'm getting increasingly annoyed with restrictions from everywhere. *throws hands up in frustration*

There are far far too many couples. Oh shut it. I'm not jealous. I'm just.....well, who likes that much PDA!?
Ok, I am jealous.

Even my computers being a biatch. Et tu Betsy?

The food in the canteen is getting horrid.
The coffee even more so, but hey. I'm addicted baby. yea.


I feel a gnawing at my soul.
You know,
its like an itch you can't scratch,
like a muffin you can't have,
and a smile a day too late.
y'know
all that jazz.

Oh I know, my soul is tortured. TORTURED I tell ya!




Or maybe I'm just hungry.

*shrugs*

57 Comments:

Blogger Mint Chutney did the happy dance and finally said..

Embrace your annoyance Mahi! You're allowed to have a bad day..um..month..whatever. Screw em all I say!

I don't mean to sound like a bitch when I mention that giving up coffee was one of the best things I've ever done in my life. Et tu Minty?

12:51 AM  
Blogger StagedSeven did the happy dance and finally said..

mebbe switch to decaf..

12:59 AM  
Blogger Ashley did the happy dance and finally said..

I JUST posted about couples and the whole jealousy thing at my blog, too.

September wasn't my month...isn't it bad when you have a bad MONTH rather than a bad day?

Life is insane.

1:47 AM  
Blogger Rohan Kumar did the happy dance and finally said..

Guess u just had one of those days I guess, will pass :) either that or u were just hungry
Did u go abt snooping around on Hrithik's movie sets recently??

2:13 AM  
Anonymous Rajesh did the happy dance and finally said..

"Ever felt like you were flying so high..like you could do no wrong? Not ever??
Ever felt like suddenly colours were so much much more brighter than they were?
Ever felt like you were so happy that you could just burst?
Ever felt like this was the way life was meant to be?"

Yes, i did once...a long long time ago, well, at least it feels like it was a long time ago...it was when i fell in love with a gal a lil more thn 3yrs ago...we broke up in Mar this yr. part of the reason for the brakeup is that alot of stuff was taken for granted, the vibrant colours were vibrant and beautiful but it went un-noticed, no one bothered to fly anymore even though we felt like we could etc etc...

What im getting at is, everyone needs to go through a time were it justs feels like shit cos witout shit there will not be any flowers...okay, that was a very bad analogy but u get what i mean...

If everyday was a bed of roses, it starts to loose its meaning and become just another day...thats why we get bad days(or months) to remind us of the true value of lifes little wonders...

Well, at least I seriously hope thats the way it wrks....

Anyways, I hope that made sense!....n welcome to the coffee club my dear!!...mmmm, now im tempted to ask u out for coffee... =)

5:03 AM  
Blogger APOO did the happy dance and finally said..

Rajesh, go for it... she wants some PDA and shes started to like coffee! And buy her a comb and a hair straightener! U'll have her at "Hello"

On a serious note,
Mahi: Look around. There are thousands who would like to be in the position you enjoy right now. Have fun, think +ve!

5:26 AM  
Blogger Webmiztris did the happy dance and finally said..

I have a bad hair day practically every day too - it drives me crazy! I think it's too fine and soft, which sounds nice, but it's not. When I put it up in a clip and it just SLIDES right on out. dammit!

6:52 AM  
Anonymous ds did the happy dance and finally said..

this sounds like PMS if you ask me...

its around this time yeh? wait let me check your prevoius blog entries around this time-of-the-month....
...
...
...Yup...as expected.

its okay mahi. take a panadol, and hot water bottle and your hair will be back to its bouncy self by morning.

7:20 AM  
Anonymous ds did the happy dance and finally said..

in light of new information i would like to change my verdict and submit new evidence...

....i know why you're feeling so bad mahi...its coz of me. We havent spoken in ages...im sorry mate...its just been busy over here. Look...how does..uhm..sunday sound? i'll let you put on your webcam. Chin up bukeroo...there are more things in life...

7:26 AM  
Blogger Madame Mahima did the happy dance and finally said..

minty- i'm embracing sistah! i AM allowed to be cranky every once in a while right??
:O...how could you even...suggest...no! the coffee is my preccciiousssssssssss

stagedseven - if i switched...things just wouldnt be the same...

ashley - oh babes i read your post on it...and it's NOT PMS. don't let anyone make you believe that. damn you couples!! go do your hanky panky business away from us single people :@ grr.

rohan - im starting to think it was a combi of both. and no...no hrithik snooping..i had my share of him =) i'm content haha

rajesh - yup yup i know 'you can't have a rainbow without the rain' sorta thing..normally i'd agree..see my problems aren't earth shattering, they're more like this little mosquito that won't stop biting, no matter how many times u swat it away. somebody pass me the spray pleeeeeeease.

apoo - yea i know you for one would love to go back and relive uni days =) think +ve apoo! chin up!

dawn - aww babes i know what you mean, your hairs too fine! i wish i had hair like that! the humidity in this place makes your hair crazy frizzy..its the bane of my life *shakes a fist at the weather*

dev - ok dont pretend like you DON'T know my dates, coz we both know you do ;)and we all know..no ones hair is as lovely and voluminous as yours =) coz when u think 'dev' u think 'lovely locks'. :P haha honestly mate its been ages since we've caught up.. lets make it sunday say 8ish? webcam status? working great.
ENERGIZE!

7:36 AM  
Blogger Jay did the happy dance and finally said..

Somebody needs some chocolate (laced with prozac).

10:43 AM  
Blogger Grafxgurl did the happy dance and finally said..

what you need is a HUGE BAR OF GOOEY TWIX!

would retail therapy work at a time like this?...
and for your hair .. get some beer... you wont have a bad hair day i swear!!

will stop sounding like Peggy Post... * hugs *.. pick one of your friends and SCREAM!! hahah...

3:21 PM  
Blogger burf did the happy dance and finally said..

go to a street fight cluub, and beat the hell out of some druggist, take the money and save a dog or any abused animal... go attain...

4:58 PM  
Blogger Drops Of Jupiter did the happy dance and finally said..

Why didcha change your pic!

yeah some days are stinkahs. I had a bad hair MONTH in London. Somehow it pisses me off no end. Go to the salon and fix it! One wash and blow-dry will keep your hair in good shape for a week. And oh yeah, get used to the coffee addiction because its here to stay.

5:47 PM  
Blogger Medha.. did the happy dance and finally said..

Mahima! I was just about to write similar post but now that u have... WE ARE ON THE SAME BOAT SISTAH!!! I hope these bad hair days pass by soooon cos i hate feeling all grumpy and annoyed and agitated!! Its like as if everything is going fine but STILL nothing feels alright! Life is such a bitch sometimes.

6:43 PM  
Blogger Madame Mahima did the happy dance and finally said..

jay - bring it sistah. BRING IT ON.

grafx - of course retail therapy would help! but me being broke sorta ruins it haha..beer??does that really work??
oh who's peggy post??

burf - say..those are puh-retty good ideas...*mahi starts fantasizing about beating the pulp out of apoo*

jups- i changed my pic coz some DODO ( read: Apoo) kept whining about what an ugly cow i looked like. u know what. you're right. im gonna book an appointment at 'luminous zone' at roxy square asap. thank for giving me some perspective! =D


medha - EXACTLY! u don't have a clue about whats messing u up right?? what is UP WIT DAT?

8:00 PM  
Blogger Casablanca did the happy dance and finally said..

Oh that sounds like me :D
I hate it when these teanie weanie things keep bothering us, like a bee bumbling loud enough to irritate you... but not loud enough for you to whine about!

Ah watever.. just whine and whine.. and cleanse it off your system :)

9:02 PM  
Blogger Drops Of Jupiter did the happy dance and finally said..

Bollocks! That was a nice pic!Apoo-say sorry!

(I am still trying to figure out how to upload a picture. How moronic is that?)

:) Isnt nice when we gals stick up for each other, while all the men can say is some worthless babble. Girl talk means no problem is too small or unimportant.

11:33 PM  
Blogger APOO did the happy dance and finally said..

Uh... ok... sorry Jups!
Ye Brit women scare me... but I love saying bollocks with that accent!

And yeah, just post ya pic and link to it. That helped?

5:58 AM  
Blogger Medha.. did the happy dance and finally said..

Hey Mahi, maybe Dandiya night mite help. It was a blast last saturday! Actually it was my first time at SSC for dandiya night. Anyways hope you have a ball! =)

8:09 AM  
Blogger KJ did the happy dance and finally said..

a bad month????????? tell me about it!!!! our co may be laying off some staff, no1 knows where the axe is going to fall the next!!! just when u think, life is treating u good, it goes & screws evrything up!!! Life is such a bitch sometimes.

3:59 PM  
Blogger Yours Truly...Conman did the happy dance and finally said..

Like this pic of yours.
Anyway...
Got nothing else to say at the 'mo'.

7:53 PM  
Blogger Madame Mahima did the happy dance and finally said..

casablanca - i know..i feel like such a brat for whining about nothing in particular but i HAVE to vent!

jups - thank u =D you know guys, sometimes we're not looking for a solution...just a listening ear will do..*mahi offers jups some chocolate chip icecream* oh were you able to get the pic up??

apoo - heeeey! wheres' my apology?? twit.

medha - hey im going this friday (its friday right?)..its gonna be a new experience for me..looking forward to the bruised and battered knuckles and fingers already :D

kj - u know..life aint a bitch..i reckon life just enjoys making us squirm..that and induce a good bout of paranoia every now and then. keeps us on our toes

conman - thanks buddy =) u know i've ALWAYS wanted to say 'mo' in real life..but everytime i get it out, everyones like waiting for me to complete it..so i just go like 'not at the mo'..........-ment.'

10:06 PM  
Blogger Surya Swamy did the happy dance and finally said..

thats why you must always choose your institution/workplace based on where the closest bar is which brings me to my suggestion. when in doubt run to the nearest bar. or you could simply sulk all day:)

4:01 AM  
Blogger Madame Mahima did the happy dance and finally said..

surya- oh how i'd LOVE to drink my sorrows away..stupid faraz and his stupid bet.
BAH!
also..coming back home completely sloshed would SO not agree with my parents
haha

5:39 PM  
Anonymous rajesh did the happy dance and finally said..

Apoo - Considering my b'day is next month, why the hell not!

jups - Finally!...im glad im not the only one with taste here!...yes, bad apoo, say sorry to Mahi.. :)

Mahi - So how bout makin the future b'day boys day? wat say we get high on some premium brazilian?...at the very least u will feel betta(not to mention hyper)? ;P

n i promise to behave, if not, u can set kelso on me!

NOTICE: The author of this post wishes to state that this is his shameless attempt at flirting with the very attractive owner of this blog and he sincierly hopes this post will bring a smile to the owner of this blog. He also would like to state that he is by no means connected to the owner of this blog(that means theres nutting between us).

Of cos if the owner of this blog did say yes, the author of this post will be most pleased! =)

---

*whinks*

11:01 PM  
Anonymous What's in the name did the happy dance and finally said..

Well before the author of the above post go count his chickens, he better be ready to face some stiff competition over the hottest blog girl alive.

2:21 AM  
Anonymous What's in the name did the happy dance and finally said..

Quote from Oct 1st post though "I've always been a little paranoid about getting into relationships with men (mostly, I try not to.) "
We both should stop counting our chickens.
Mahi: lol no baby I'm not spying on you. I dont have to, I live in your head, in your heart, in your soul. I dont have to spy on your life, I AM your life
p.s. maybe I'm hrithik :P

2:41 AM  
Blogger APOO did the happy dance and finally said..

Come on Mahi... dont break Rajesh's heart! Say yes!

Rajesh, I am right behind ya bro! Go for it!

5:32 AM  
Blogger Madame Mahima did the happy dance and finally said..

rajesh - uh...

whats in a name - uh.......

apoo - so glad to see rajesh has his very own cheerleader :P

10:20 AM  
Anonymous Anonymous did the happy dance and finally said..

And then she wonders why she's still single, tsk tsk tsk

12:53 PM  
Blogger Medha.. did the happy dance and finally said..

Haha! Mahi, i was thinking wht you would reply to all that and i can actually imagine you going "Uhh..." right now! hehehe! I understand babe! I do! =D

1:40 PM  
Blogger Madame Mahima did the happy dance and finally said..

anon - what? you mean the whining? oh get over it already. and i don't WONDER why i'm single, i KNOW why i'm single =)

medha - hahaha yeh! that was me going 'uhh' while cautiously heading for the nearest exit :P i mean what else can i say right??

1:52 PM  
Blogger Medha.. did the happy dance and finally said..

HAHA! Exactly! Thats why i was waiting for ur reply...to see what in the world would you to say to all that!! Had my dose of laughter today! Thanks mahi! LOL!

=D

2:14 PM  
Anonymous Anonymous did the happy dance and finally said..

And in Kashmir a mother wails over the body of her 8-yr-old son pulled out from the rubble of a school destroyed in the earthquale ... I think she's having a shit week too ...

Just thought I'd come and infuse some guilt into u :P

6:05 PM  
Anonymous Anonymous did the happy dance and finally said..

earthquake, i meant.

6:05 PM  
Anonymous rajesh did the happy dance and finally said..

What's in the name - Aint gonna be countin any chickens and compitition is always good...but i must admit, u have impeccable taste in women ;)

Apoo - Thanks bro!

Mahi -
"Like ashes through open fingers,
the remains of a dream makes a mound on the floor.
Carried away by the winds of time,
forever lost, never to be seen anymore."

sigh *picks up pieces of broken heart*....

"uhh..."...its funny u sould say, tat pretty much sums up my social life :s...well, i always had hopes to one day leave a woman speechless but tis wasnt wat i had in mind...sigh...

6:15 PM  
Blogger Madame Mahima did the happy dance and finally said..

anon - gee and here i thought i was living under a rock.
just thought you should know, i don't feel guilty.why on earth would i feel guilty?..yea i feel sad for them, but guilt not so much.

rajesh - cheer up mate! very nice poem btw

7:04 PM  
Blogger couchpotato did the happy dance and finally said..

Cheer up, Mahi. I think you have, already. Just yell Upsilamba at the top of your voice when you're down, and you'll feel good. Trust me! ;)

7:35 PM  
Blogger Madame Mahima did the happy dance and finally said..

couchie- i gotta admit, i have cheered up (marginally..but hey it counts for something dont it?)
"Upsilamba"??
hahaha
it works! thanks buddy!

9:06 PM  
Blogger Grafxgurl did the happy dance and finally said..

TOTALY works!!! try it.. gotta get it flat though.. and after you wash your hair.. rinse it with it.. works like a conditioner... and then dont fry-blow dry your hair...gently.... upside down...Goddess hair i guarantee!!

peggy post is like a....err.. umm... "agony aunt" typa column in chick mags.

9:53 PM  
Blogger Madame Mahima did the happy dance and finally said..

grafx - i'll definitely try it! :D thanks!

10:24 AM  
Blogger MAHARAJADHIRAJ did the happy dance and finally said..

Why is it that when u whine u get so many hits compared to when u say something funny? Is everyone dying to offer a shoulder? Or does it make people happy knowing that someone else is worse off? Tell me Madame Mahima, coz u seem quite an old hand at it.

1:54 PM  
Blogger Madame Mahima did the happy dance and finally said..

maharaj - *shrugs* i never really thought about it (and i seriously doubt that i will start, anytime soon), but you seem to be really intent on finding out.
im just as clueless as you are maharaja. perhaps in your desperate search for enlightenment you should ask someone who's just as eager to tell, as you are to find out.
:)

7:07 PM  
Blogger garfy did the happy dance and finally said..

Awwww... WE ARE TWINS!!! I have had the crappiest month of my entire life and it keeps getting worse esp wen you want to kill people or just beat them to a pulp but you gotta be polite to them... Worry not Apoo is rite... There are people (read me) who cud kill to be where you are.... I MISS UNI!!! :( Those were the best days of my life! *sniffle sob sob..wallow in self pity*

PS: WE shall have our day wen all those who annoy us shall pay... :P Love and hugs matey.

2:20 AM  
Blogger Madame Mahima did the happy dance and finally said..

garfy - TELL ME ABOUT IT! there are SO many kill-joys around but all u can do is grin and bear them.
yess...we shall wait and watch....*rubs hands together*
eeeeeeeexcellent.
=D

10:12 AM  
Blogger IdeaSmith did the happy dance and finally said..

Even your angst makes for good reading. Forgive my cynicism, ud make an entertaining writer. That said, my heartfelt sympathies for your current state of being....and hope u spew plenty more while in it!

9:11 PM  
Blogger Madame Mahima did the happy dance and finally said..

smithy - thank you!*hug* =D
oh i dont know if i'll spew more coz i know it can sound puh-retty whiny...but then again maybe i will- my bad luck streak is showing no signs of slowing down..

10:44 PM  
Anonymous rajesh did the happy dance and finally said..

Its okay dear, I'll just go drown my sorrows with some costa rican blend...and thanks :)

11:01 PM  
Blogger couchpotato did the happy dance and finally said..

It will slow down, I'm sure. Good luck!
And yeah, mine's the 50th comment! Cheer up!

4:34 PM  
Blogger srikanth_008 did the happy dance and finally said..

yo..waiting for u to update ur blog...:P...kya hua???

2:27 AM  
Blogger Madame Mahima did the happy dance and finally said..

yay couchie! =D

sri- update coming soon coming soon

9:30 AM  
Blogger Arun did the happy dance and finally said..

Are the lazy really inheriting the earth? Haven't see an update on this blog for decades.

~ A

3:02 PM  
Blogger Madame Mahima did the happy dance and finally said..

arun- hehe sorry got a little busy with my inheriting duties (who am i kidding..uni's killing me)but i will update...promise =)

5:35 PM  
Anonymous Memorex did the happy dance and finally said..

Mahi without a Kahani?? NO!! I read somewhere this will be a sign for an upcoming doomsdays

8:58 PM  
Blogger Madame Mahima did the happy dance and finally said..

memorex - chill..its coming..oh its coming alright.

6:55 AM  
Blogger APOO did the happy dance and finally said..

Mahi. Relax. And stop watching all that porn!

12:06 PM  

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